new job :D

today I had my second day working at Felber.
Yesterday and today I worked at the store in Milleniumcity and it was great :D


i was really scared that my coworkers would be mean and stuff but they are all really nice ^^
even the store manager.


I'm really relieved u___u
but I hope the people in the other stores I will be working at will be nice too...


but for now I really like working at Felber. ^____^


tomorrow I will go to Schönbrunn with my sister. Yeah!
this time I will take the penguins home with me >___<


and Paul promised me to watch 'Winnie Pooh' with me if I'll go and watch 'Sucker Punch' with him.
maybe we'll find time next week ^^


XOXO
Johnny

Budapest, here we come!

DIR EN GREY TOUR2011 PARADOX OF RETALIATION !!!

6.8. Wacken Open Air - Wacken / Germany
7.8. Tivoli - Utrecht / Netherlands
9.8. Divan du Monde - Paris / France
10.8. Divan du Monde - Paris / France
12.8. Koko - London / UK
13.8. Zeche Bochum - Bochum / Germany
16.8. Velvet - Rimini / Italy
18.8. Club 202 - Budapest / Hungary
20.8. Klub Studio - Krakow / Poland
21.8. Columbia Club - Berlin / Germany
23.8. Nosturi - Helsinki / Finland
25.8. Milk Club - Moscow / Russia

and of course they still did not find austria in their map ^^;

but we're used to it by now.

well, the question was now: where do we go?

Wacken would be cool anyway but I just don't have the money...and I can't stand that amount of people for more than a couple of hours...makes me sick u___u

anywhere else in germany is also not what I want. You're sitting in that stupid train for about 8 hours and I'm also pretty sick of the germans...

London...I don't have the money this time ^^; and even if I had, I will never ever again in my life visit a concert in London! Those people are monsters! O___o

Soooo: Iris and I decided to go to Budapest. It's really close and the ticket for the train is not that expensive. And it's a cool city and I've never been there before. ^^; so, why not?

And there's more: There will be a limited number of VIP ticket  upgrades available! I just have to get those >___<

and if it takes me years to pay my parents back!

This is going to be sooo cool! can't wait to see Dir en Grey in action again ^__^

Let's just hope we'll be more lucky with the Merchandise this time XD

XOXO
Johnny

Meet and Greet with Miyavi :D

Yesterday was the Miyavi concert in vienna and just in the evening before Christian told me about the Meet and Greet-Packages he won and if I like to come with him..
HELL, YEAH!!

so we met there and it happened really quick. before us there were two others so we had to wait a little (but we all had to hurry because it was before the show and Miyavi should get ready ^^;)
when it was our turn we went up the stairs and just around the corner was he standing.
I know this sounds so stupid but he looked like an angel! *_____*
and he is REALLY tall u___u and he got such a high profile...

unfortunately we were not allowed to take pictures >___> it was easy to tell that the management did not allow it because he wanted to...
but we had a few moments to talk with him.
He asked for our names and we shook hands (i touched the holy hand *__*) and he told us he was happy that we are here and he hopes we'll enjoy the show but we should not catch a cold from him because he's sick but he will still give his best and so on.
He's sooooo nice! and even from this close distance and even though he was sick...he really looks like in all the PVs and stuff.

and then we got an autograph-card and I got a shirt too! How kind! ^____^

then we waited for the show to begin and it was awesome! This concert was so much better than the last one. He got so much of his old power back! He was once again improvising like he used to and just having fun slamming his guitar for a couple of minutes.
And a big plus: he played older songs like 'Are you ready to Rock?' and some others. That's cool!
And he also held his heartbreaking speech about what happened in Japan and that it was really hard for him to start the tour anyway and to leave his family and friends behind. then we had this moment of silence all together.
and just one song after that he was rocking the hall again ^___^
even though he was feeling pretty sick he kept on playing for about 2 and a half hours.

MYV ROCKS! :D

XOXO
Johnny

Pastorello d'un povero armento

pur dorme contento,

sotto l'ombra d'un faggio o d'alloro...

Io, d'un regno monarca fastoso,

non trovo riposo,

sotto l'ombra di porpora e d'oro...

curtains close

the theater-project is now over. and I'm really relieved but also really sad.

there are no words for the time we had. ^^

thinking about it this half year passed so fast. we really worked hard and I'm so proud of our version of Rodelinda. :D

And now I have time to blog again ^^;

today also went great! and then we had a little private party so we could say goodbye to everyone. Catherine ordered 15 pizzas XD

and Benni composed a Pizza-song which is stuck in my head now! I can't wait to see the video.

In the end there were six of us left, more precisely the six of us who just did not want to leave. we thought about staying over night. everyone in the theater knows us...I don't think they would care if we did XD

when we finally left the theater we were allowed to go on stage one more time...like saying goodbye for real. It was great. ^^

but we will meet again soon. I guess in a few months there will be a meeting again for everyone where we will get the DVD and stuff. I'm looking forward to it. This year we all were even closer and if someone was down or something the others cheered one up. we just worked hard and grew closer and closer during this time. there's no explanation for it. I'm really going to miss them all.

But soon there will be a new project! I'm really excited about it ^___^

So I guess this means I have to go back to my normal life...find a job and stuff u___u

boring >__<

XOXO

Johnny

mein stolz leidet u___u

ich hatte heute meinen letzten tag beim Jello...

es gibt nicht wirklich was das mich daran jez so wirklich stört.

ich wollt sowieso ned dort bleiben und die chefin is eine blöde krampf-zicke >___>;
tja, anscheinend hat sie gemerkt wie ich über sie denke ^^;

und außerdem brauch ich mir jez keine sorgen machen wegen den theaterproben nächste woche. ich werd sicher zeit haben XD

das einzige problem is einfach das ich jez ganz ohne job dasteh ^^; das könnte blöd werden.

und ja...mein stolz hat halt einen dämpfer abbekommen. das wurmt mich wirklich >___< ich wollt eigentlich aufhören und ned...naja rausgeschmissen werden kann man ned sagen oder? das probemonat war halt vorbei...

naja...mir wird schon was einfallen XD

alex? ich glaub wir müssen uns dann wieder mal zam setzen XD

XOXO
Johnny

And the Oscar went to . . .

So I was right about the Leading Role-Oscars:

Colin Firth got one for 'The King's Speech' and Natlaie Portman for 'Black Swan' <3 <3

But I was wrong about the Supporting Role (well, I think America was wrong about it, but whatever u____u):

I thought Geoffrey Rush and Helena Bonham Carter were so awesome in 'The King's Speech' but Christian Bale and Melissa Leo got them for a movie I have never heard of before called 'The Fighter' >__>;

Best Animated Movie is of course 'Toy Story 3' but that was really obvious ^^

Also obvious was that 'Alice in Wonderland' would win Best Art Direction and Best Costume Design ^__^ they really did a great job!

'Inception' won best Cinematography...well, I think I can live with that. Still I think 'Black Swan' deserved it more u___u

Tom Hooper won Best Director for 'The King's Speech'. I was right about that too. ^__^ Good work, really!

Best Editing went to 'The Social Network' >___>; such a useless movie...
They also won Best Music (Original Score). Americans must be deaf because if they would have listened to the score in 'The King's Speech' it would have been different u___u

Best Original Song went to 'Toy Story 3'. That's okay. It's also a good song. I just liked 'I see the light' from 'Tangled' a little bit more.

'The King's Speech' won Best Picture. I was really torn between 'Black Swan' and 'The King's Speech' and I just flipped a coin about that XD both movies deserved it ^^

I thought Best Visual Effects would go to 'Alice in Wonderland' too but 'Inception' won. Even though the story sucks I have to admit that the effects are really cool. So it's okay, I guess.

Best Adapted Screenplay went to 'The Social Network' . . .  WTF???!!! Ò_____ó such a boring movie...how thrilling can this screenplay be?!

'The King's Speech' won Best Original Screenplay. It's just the best story ^__^

I did really good with my guessing :D
And about the ones I was wrong about: America is stupid u___u

XOXO
Johnny

And the Oscar goes to . . .

Actor in Leading Role?

Colin Firth, I guess ^^;

Actor in Supporting Role?

Geoffrey Rush

Actress in Leading Role?

Natalie Portman!! <3 <3

Actress in Supporting Role?

Helena Bonham Carter ^____^

Animated Feature Film?

Toy Story 3

Art Direction?

Alice in Wonderland <3

Cinematography?

Black Swan

Costume Design?

It just has to be 'Alice in Wonderland' u____u

Directing?

The King's Speech

Film Editing?

Black Swan

Music (Original Score)?

The King's Speech

Music (Original Song)?

I see the Light (Tangled)

Best Picture?

Black Swan

Visual Effects?

Alice in Wonderland

Writing (Adapted Screenplay)?

Toy Story 3

Writing (Original Screenplay)?

The King's Speech


every category which is NOT mentioned...well...I don't care about them ^^;

I guess I'll see tomorrow if I was right XD

XOXO
Johnny

does it really get better?

yesterday I had a sleepover at Paul's ^___^
we watched The Call 1 and 2 and then we went to bed because we had to get up early ^^;

I'm really greatful. All my friends are there for me even though they got so much else going on. Thank you all ^____^
And I'm starting to feel better. Thank you! :D

today at work it wasn't that bad. But I still want to quit u.u
I hope I will get some answers soon.

And right now I'm noticing that this post is...hmm...boring ^^;
but who cares. I know all I need to know about the last 24 hours.

sooo...enjoy your weekend. I will while rehearsing at the theater.
And I will try not to think that much. It worked yesterday ^^;

XOXO
Johnny

I think I'm addicted to Weird-Al!

When I think about the last few weeks I really have to admit I have seen Weird-Al sooooooo often XD
I don't know how that happened ^^;
but it does not bother me anyway because I think it's good for me and we always have lots of fun!
<3

yesterday we were sending out applications like total maniacs! we applied for Billa, Merkur, Anker, Thalia (or not >__>;) and well, almost everything we could think about.
While talking and laughing and goofing around I applied at 14 Billa-stores XD they just have to take me. Honestly, you can't ignore that, can you?

And today Al took some time for me because I was feeling really bad and some Weird-Al-Time was just what I needed. ^^
Thank you soooo much again!
We wanted to take a walk in the city and ended up at Meinl and we bought some international sweets and then we went on to some asian-shop because I needed some Ramen and I also bought Pocky! ^___^
yummi~

I wonder when Al and I will meet again XD
My plan is to make her addicted to me so she asks me to move in with her >DD

and I hope I will find a new job soon. I just can't stay at Jello. It's so horrible. I hate it. >___>;

wish me luck! >__<

XOXO
Johnny

body DISfunktion

my mouth just couldn't keep itself shut and said something without asking my brain for permission. Before it could do anything about it everything was said.
this caused my heart and my brain to start a fight. My brain wanted to think about everything and tell its decision to the heart and the mouth.
Unfortunately my heart made a decision of its own. It did not even want to listen to the brain. It did not care.

Now my heart suffers and locked itself away because it does not want to hear my brain say 'I told you so!'
My brain on the other hand couldn't say anything because it overheated anyway due to all this shit.
And my mouth refuses to say anything at all because it's the reason for all this and feels guilty. It's just stupid that my mouth is the only one who could do anything about this mess.

For my heart, my brain and my mouth are prevented right now (and refuse to talk to another) the only part of me left to make any decisions is my stomach....and that never ended well before...

XOXO
Johnny (and his not disfunctional body parts)

extreme shopping

I thought I deserve a day full of shopping. You know, I just deserve it for being me XD

I bought two new pairs of trousers, a shirt, some magazines, another book written by Brom (man I love that guy) and some really cool shoues ^_____^

 they were actually really cheap ^^
and I love them
and they look so cool!
and did I mention that I love them? XD








just right now I came home from meeting with Alex. We had some lunch and a lot of fun XDD
ASAGI!! XD

Now I have to re-organise my wardrobe because Alex gave me some inspiration ^^
and tomorrow will be so cool! Home Party at Al's place.

Have a nice evening everyone!
XOXO
Johnny

home again ^^

the last two days I spent most of the time at Alex' place ^^
I only went home for an hour to take a shower, change clothes and oack my bag.

on monday at 8 pm I went to her place and we drank up all the alchol that was left ^^
but we got a little distracted by sitting together, drinking and talking.

We went off way too late and had some cocktails at Segafredo. well...this waitress needed half of an eternity to prepare the drinks and mine wasn't even good >___<
bläääh!

but then we decided to head for Floridsdorf and sat down at McDonalds. At about 1:30 am we decided that we just can't stay there because they were not serving food XD
but then we notcied that it was cold and there was no place to go u____u

and then I wanted to get some money so we could go back with a taxi. but every fucking cash dispenser had some kind of problem.
but luckily we had enough money anyway ^^

and we went to Alex' place again and went to bed. But not before we had this cool late night, drunken conversations ^^

'Gackt ist die Perfektion in Silikon!' XDDDDD

the next morning Al and I went to McDonalds again for breakfast. Then I had to do something for my dad and had to go to the end of the universe u___u


I got home for an hour and then went off to catch Paul after work and we went back to his place again.
We watched 'Despicable Me' and then 'Alien vs Predator 1+2'
At about 2 am we went to bed and we slept until 11:15 am. I had to get up because I had to work.
I was soooo tired.
And after work I went to the theater.

I'm really tired now. I did not get much sleep...or too much sleep ^^;

I don't know XD

Soooo..

Good night!
XOXO
Johnny

ordinary day~

well, not THAT ordinary XD

because for once I did not get wakend my the vacuum-cleaner ^___^ yosh!

I went to the city as every saturday to get away from my parents a little.
I had some coffee to go and went straight to a bookstore. I don't know why I can't keep away from them. I know I have too many books, I know I should not spend so much money but I just can't pass bookstores u.u
so I bought some books. But, honestly, you just have to buy a book when the title says 'Fuck it!'

I went on to Mariahilferstraße and headed for Nexus. You know, just to take a look and stuff. And again! I bought something u.u
The coolest Fools Mate ever! *___*
featuring Gackt and SID and Mucc...

Of course I had to go into Thalia...but I did not buy anything there ^____^
mostly because my money was all spend at that point >___>;

unfortunatly they've got some really cool books I wanted to buy for so long...someday I will buy them! >___<

the first one is a book containing all Bob Dylan-Lyrics he ever wrote...from every song *___* i need it!

and the second one is ' Rip it up and start again' by Simon Reynolds. The history of post-punk...

I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant!!

So, and right now I'm updating my music file with the newest SID songs while watching PVs and other stuff on youtube.
God, Yuuya kills me everytime XD I really forget about his relationship with that stupid tissue-box..

SID - cosmetic

<3 <3 <3

XOXO
Johnny

It's finally done!

and by that I mean my new haircut...was about time! Ò____Ó

LOOOOOOVE!!!









in the late afternoon I met with my honey-bee Weird-Al! ^____^
we had some coffee and a really nice talk.
She's really under pressure right now and I'm glad I could comfort her a little bit today. >___<
You will do great on monday! Don't worry that much sweety! :D

and then on my way home while listening to 'Kimi ga oikaketa yume', which is no information you need to understand my thinking XD, I realised that I was somehow losing the sight of who I am in the last months.
I used to be no one to be put on a leash. What happened to that?
But you know, it's still there and I will celebrate my randomness again.

I don't have to please anyone, do I? And if I have to live up to someones expactations than to mine!

So I'm complicated, so I'm hopeless, so I'm going nowhere...but at least I'm going fast!
I can love myself in a way which is really narcistic the one second and can absolutely hate myself in the next second. So what? ^^;

I feel really great right now! No one can take that away! :P

XOXO
Johnny (the red-head XD)

blääääääääääääh~

once again the last few days went by too fast ^^;

but at least I did something funny

Yesterday we attend the Musikquiz and it was cool! ^_______^
And our Team won! I guess we actually know what we are talking about when it comes to music ^^
So we celebrated our victory right there.

And today I met with my sister and we baked a cake for our mothers birthday tomorrow.
It looks...weird XD

Tomorrow I'll have to do some shopping and on thursday I finally get my new haircut! I'm so excited about it! ^____^

XOXO
Johnny

too much spare time..

last monday way my last day of work. It was really nice and somehow sad ^^;
even though I won't miss everybody there are still some people who were really nice and cool.

yeah...but live goes on..
and I got another job at 'jello' starting on the 14th. Until then I have nothing much to do.

I just hope some party people will find some time for me.

Because I noticed today I'm getting used to this lifestyle XD
I woke up today at 9 am because my father started to clean the house like every saturday. but he always have to start in my sisters former room which is next to mine so he always wakes me up >____>;;
i think he's doing his on purpose.

then I spent the next few hours watching documetaries on youtube.

and then about 2 pm out of nothing I got really tired and slept the whole afternoon XD
when I woke up I got dressed quickly and went to starbucks for some coffee.

now I'm back home again and feeling tired again ^^;

that's sad somehow XD spending the whole day sleeping...

but there's just absolutely nothing to do o____O

please party people, get me out of here! I don't want to sleep my life away XD

XOXO
Johnny

the weekend was really rough and I feel exhausted. my legs hurt and I'm tired.

Saturday and Sunday were basically the same. I got up at 5:30 am and started work until 14:30 and then I went to the theater for the rehearsals. I enjoyed it but still after work it's not that easy to jump around and everything.

there's not really more to say...

good night

XOXO
Johnny

what a beautiful day :D

I really enjoyed my day ^____^
It doesn't even bother me that I have to go to work tomorrow.


I had an awesome time with Paul and he took even more time for me than we planed.
We met at Starbucks and had something to drink. No coffee u.u
I did not drink one cup today and I really got a headache. But I have to try this...maybe I will find some sleep now. It's the last thing I could think of. I hope it works u.u


Then we went on to DZ because Paul had to buy some stuff.
After the shopping was done we went to Burger King because Paul was hungry.


I know it does not sound special but I had so much fun ^^

So...tomorrow I have to work again but it won't be that bad. At least I hope so ^^;

XOXO
Johnny

good day after all ^^;

so...the most important thing...nothing changed about my sleeping situation u.u

I tried EVERYTHING! Hot milk, counting sheep and all that shit...

so...gettung up today wasn't that easy >___>;

At first I went to the DZ and handed in my application at 'Depot' and the nice woman at the counter said I would get a call soon...somehow I have the feeling this is going to be it. Not my dream-job but I have a good feeling about it at least ^^

I stopped at Schwedenplatz to refer my mum some money and then I went on to 'Shakespeare and Company' and stayed there for an hour. I just love this shop. The atmosphere, the smell of all those books, pages, words....

I bought a cool book: 'The Adventures of Tom Sawyer and the Undead' *___*

Then I went on to Mariahilferstraße. At Nexus I found some Dir en Grey shirts and bought them. Unfortunately the did not have the one Irish liked and I wasn't sure which one I should buy for her. I was worried she would not like it u.u

I went for some coffee at Starbucks but during drinking coffee and reading 'The Hound of the Baskervilles' I got like the worst period pains ever! so I went home straight away to get some painkillers...what I found was the empty box >___>; thanks..

But I eventually felt better and went to the city again XDDD I did not have anything better to do.

There I bought the ticket for the Miyavi concert in april! Yosh! ^^ I'm excited about it.

And at Thalia I found another book. It's more like a comic. 13 comic-artist interpret 13 Bob Dylan songs. It's so cool *___*

The I went home again and there it finally was: The full PV to 'Lotus', the new single by Dir en Grey *___*

I love it! And Toshiya is just sooo damn hot playing his base-guitar! And Kaoru wears the coolest shoes (well not cooler than mine but cool XD)

yeah...that was my day ^^;

tomorrow I will meet with Paul and we're going to have coffee together ^^ can't wait!

XOXO

Johnny