why ... why ... WHYYYYYY????!!!!

I'm really losing it right now... I want to scream, cry and if any person is thinking about coming close to me he or she may die >___>;

My fucking stupid mp3 player is broken!! and of course it's not happening when I've got time to buy a new one (which also pisses me off but I have to). No, it breaks down now and tomorrow I won't have the time to buy a new one >___>;
I really hate going out without listening to music! the thought of it makes me sick!

I really wish for a fairy to come here and bring me a new one! Immediatley!!!! RIGHT NOW!!
;________;

shit...